Is Breast Implant Illness Real?

I can’t say if it’s real or not.  But here’s my own personal story and I’m only at the beginning.

When I was 19 and knew all there is to know about life, I decided to get breast implants despite my parents urging me not to.  I was young, and knew everything so no matter what anyone said to me I felt like what I was doing was right.

Would I do it again?  Maybe, maybe not.  19 year old me seemed to think it was a great idea with minimal risks.

However fast forward almost 12 years and I’ve reached the point in my life where it’s vital for me to have my breast implants removed.

Each and every year my body takes on some new autoimmune issue.  The doctors advise me that the saline implants I have are the safest around, but as the years have gone on it feels like that’s just a misinformed response.

No one knows your body like you do.  At least that is how I am feeling.

It seems each day I read some new article about the dangers associated with breast implants.

A quick google search will advise you of some pretty concerning symptoms of breast implant illness.  Here’s just a small list of the odd illnesses that seem to plague me

  • Anxiety
  • Fatigue
  • Joint Pain
  • Brain Fog
  • Memory Loss
  • Vertigo
  • Temperature intolerance
  • Dry skin/Hair
  • Sinus Infections
  • Recurrent Illness
  • Ringing in Ears
  • Headaches
  • Depression
  • Sharp Pains in breasts
  • Food Intolerance
  • Irritable Bowel
  • Night Sweats
  • Swollen Lymphnodes
  • Intersistal Cystitis
  • Shingles at the young age of 28

The latest health concern to plague me is Costochondritis, in which the doctors advise me has nothing to do with my implants.  However I’m not sold.  You know how you just know something isn’t right.

It’s a bit concerning that these potential health risks are overlooked by surgeons.  But I am not a victim I made a choice, and will use that choice for good.  Sharing my story with others will maybe encourage someone else in my position to at least consider the side effects associated with breast implants.

For years I’ve considered having them removed, but life goes on and I set it on the back burner until my most recent trip to the ER involving excruciating chest pain in which I was diagnosed with Costochondritis and given a large quantity of anti inflammatory medication to help alleviate my discomfort.

My recent health scare was enough to give me the push to at least discuss with my doctor my latest concerns.  I was given a referral to a plastic surgeon.  And most definitely will be going forward with my decision to have these heavy obtrusive implants removed.

It is scary to consider going under the knife again to have them removed but I’m excited and nervous to get back to feeling like myself again.  I’m merely at the beginning of this new journey, and I’m not really sure exactly how quickly I can have them removed.  The healing process does frighten me, but I’m ready.

This post isn’t to shame someone with implants, I have a lot of friends who absolutely love their implants.  To each their own.  And I think we all choose to get plastic surgery for different reasons.  Mine was vanity, I wanted big boobs and by God I was going to get them.

If given the chance I’m not sure I would go back and forego my original surgery.  All of these choices we make in life are for a reason.  I don’t know if I would be the same person I am today had I not made that choice 12 years ago.

Life is funny like that.  Sometimes lessons are learned the hard way.

This has definitely been a lesson for me.  Learning about my body, my health, and finding myself.

I feel like I have a long road ahead of me, but am looking forward to the process and to healing.  I hope by sharing my own personal story as it unfolds it brings awareness to breast implants.  The good and the bad.




Benefits of gardening with young children with sensory challenges

Gardening is a great way for children to get the sensory input their bodies crave.


You can’t deny all of the input you receive from being outside, digging in the dirt, (barefoot if you are related to me and my children.)

I made sure to really understand and learn from the occupational therapists about the children’s different sensory needs.

Before Miss H and EBEs diagnosis’s I didn’t understand the term; sensory seeker, undersensitive, hypersensitive, avoider, just to name a few.

But I’ve made it a priority to learn, to take notes, to ask when something isn’t working.

Anyways I am a firm believer that we do need to go back to our roots sometimes.  No you don’t need to throw out your WiFi router, or toss your computer.  But, we’ve become a society obsessed with labels, obsessed with quick fixes, overly medicated, instead of making maybe a few life changes.

This is my first big garden.  Most of it was started from seed.  It was back breaking labor, but I love seeing our progress.  I love being able to teach the kids about the importance of diet (because in our home it truly does make a difference with behaviors).

I love knowing how things were raised, no pesticides, truly organic food.

I don’t have enough this year so of course I still buy from the grocery store.

It not only teaches the importance of working hard for what we eat.  Being grateful, and not being wasteful as well.

The kids absolutely love it.

Usually they are barefoot, which I wholeheartedly support.  If you haven’t researched grounding and barefoot walking you should.  It’s pretty interesting.

I have a sensory seeker, and a sensory avoider, one loves to be barefoot and one doesn’t.

EBE is the sensory avoider.  Somehow after we had spent 30 minutes digging for potatoes he barely had dirt on his fingers and asked for it to be immediately washed off.

Miss H and I had dirt in our hair, up to our elbows and were barefoot.

EBE is the avoider, and Miss H is a sensory seeker.

Both were so excited to be picking their own food and were tasting it along the way.

EBE has a lot of food aversions, but even he was so thrilled at our garden finds that he happily ate some freshly pulled carrots.

There is so much value in teaching your kids about healthy diet choices, teaching them to grow their own food.

I know for our house food really affects the behaviors we see.  I can always tell if we’ve been a bit to relaxed on diet and snacks.

Have you noticed a change in your child with autism or sensory processing disorder depending on their diet?

I find that whole foods and non processed foods are the best way to go for us.  I tried gluten free, but it didn’t make a difference for us I didn’t see a noticeable change in behaviors like I do with whole, natural foods, and lots of water.

Thank you for reading!